mama

i am not in a position to comprehend wad goes thru a mama's mind, fer i have yet to borne a child of like, or any to begin with.

i think in my mama's eyes, i am still a callow irresponsible irascible youth, somewhat similar to a bull w newly fledged horns, chargin and rammin at everythin in sight. i duno how to begin , but things have taken a turn fer e worse and the better.

mama's gettin real annoyed bout my late home-comings and out-goings. this i can sae is nth comparable to jx's or min's mamas but perhaps im more rebellious than they are. there is nothin stoppin me frm comin home late (early) at 4am or goin out at 10pm even if my parents were to scream till they go hoarse. i absolutely hate it and finds it totally unreasonable to set any sort of curfew or to ground me. these nv works on me. (i hope there's no retribution when i have kids nxt time. bah)

the only consolation is i feel tt she understands y im so persistent to stay in hall. not totally but least fer 50%. unlike my sis and dad she doesn try to stop me frm applyin fer hall. fer this i am grateful to her.thanks mama and im sorry fer the way i spend my money so extravagantly. i duno if im really such a spendthrift but i guess so since everyone blames me fer the debits in the accounts. sooner or ltr after i graduate, i'll clear my debts. promise. (promises r not meant to be broken)