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my arms are bleeding once more
and the smile is on my face
who do u see when u look at me
someone to love or easily replaced
once again i find myself finding myself

disillusion. contented::

life. beautifully concealed by the facade of love, buryin conceit and deceit.

Friday, March 10, 2006

hiya. NOTHING i do will be right one lar

yes lar. im just a grouchy unfriendly loudhailer.
swear! i will not tell. pls ask someone else if u wanna now wad happened to someone else. nth concerns me. everthing will juz go in from my right ear and out the left. maybe jus not tell me.

to hell.

swear. not. ur temper has to be kept within the walls that protect ur small little heart.

sick of being nice to everyone i guess. how much i gave to acquaintances not to mention frens. selfish u sae, i dun care. tired of puttin in so much, and wad do i get in return? if everyone can be nicer maybe my smiles will be more genuine. or perhaps juz leave me alone. yes go away if u're tired of me. go away if u cant stand me. stop the pretences everyone. cryin at the slightest things.. cannot make it eh. but tt's juz me. jianing hate tears and u too. but she's always there at the slightest things. ok im askin too much is it.simple. stop 'bullying' me.

hiya sure got karma one i noe. sae these kind of things sure happen to me one lars. so i pray nobody read this??
dear father, i fear not for i noe u're with me. nth else matters since nobd cares. selfish everyone will be. ive tried. really i did. but ive given up. be w me. give me the strength to be a kind soul who do not ask for anything in return.

own space: to rest all muscles of my legs, body, arms, face, mouth, eyes. usually after a day out of walkin ard everywhere using brain cells, muscles mentioned above. least u can do is to let me rest. shhhhhh.

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