nth much..
my special dae came and passed. it'd be a lie if i said i didn mind my frens not celebrating fer me. ning wasnt ard, jx sin min werent ard, ser met me at zouk. my hall frens.. i cldn blame them. and i thought i cld survive without a cake fer the 1st time in 20 yrs. hah. i'll deal w it i noe if there really wasnt a cake.. i just wanted to make a wish.. i did make my bdae wish upon a star though.
a blessin in disguise? i duno.. i chose to spend that dae with her. =) she made it beautiful as i had expected.. no fanciful presents, it didn matter. it was the time she had given to me tt was so precious i'll keep it fer life. im still hopin my wish will come true soon- the one she made me wish upon the brightest star. but yet again, it may just be wishful thinkin... just wanna sae thankew. i was truely smiling frm the inside...
hmms, im really learnin! learning to lower my expectations of even my closest frens.. rem back then, so many times when i felt left alone (haha and one of those terrible mood swings). but now.. i guess one has just got to find alternatives.. be more understanding and optimistic. but then agian, so wad is it i wan of my frens now? i still fear loneliness...
seniors' camp ended todae afternn. mixed feelings i guess.. i cldn pick up the momentum fer unknown reasons.. hopefully i'll be able to play harder durin foc itself..
fer now, im just prayin i cld pass my rock wall climbin test soon.. and her to pass the insurance test.. couple of things to do now too. urgent matters to settle..
a blessin in disguise? i duno.. i chose to spend that dae with her. =) she made it beautiful as i had expected.. no fanciful presents, it didn matter. it was the time she had given to me tt was so precious i'll keep it fer life. im still hopin my wish will come true soon- the one she made me wish upon the brightest star. but yet again, it may just be wishful thinkin... just wanna sae thankew. i was truely smiling frm the inside...
hmms, im really learnin! learning to lower my expectations of even my closest frens.. rem back then, so many times when i felt left alone (haha and one of those terrible mood swings). but now.. i guess one has just got to find alternatives.. be more understanding and optimistic. but then agian, so wad is it i wan of my frens now? i still fear loneliness...
seniors' camp ended todae afternn. mixed feelings i guess.. i cldn pick up the momentum fer unknown reasons.. hopefully i'll be able to play harder durin foc itself..
fer now, im just prayin i cld pass my rock wall climbin test soon.. and her to pass the insurance test.. couple of things to do now too. urgent matters to settle..
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