i haven really gotten down to ramble bout my nbs camp and my og- zircon. and in a couple of hrs im gonna be away fer yet another camp i believe i'll nv forget- madagascar- hall7 camp.

so meanwhile since im finally left alone fer couple of mins durin this hectic period i shall update u as much as they're still fresh.

people come people go- they're pretty much a passin phase. this ive come to realise after st nicks daes. once upon a time i can easily be ur fren but perhaps now im lost in another dimension. trapped. ive felt the comfort of bein enclosed and keepin within the boundary. snugged up in the arms of my frens- u noe who u r- my loves. =)
it's nt goin to be a easy feat fer me to open up to my new-found frens. cos i dun dare to try. wad they'll see and wad im goin to express will be totally different issues all together cos i know it's not easy to understand me. i get tired tryin to put up a false facade bein ms-pls-be-my-fren-cos-im-a-gd-fren or smth along tt line. i dun like to hide my emotions but i have to in front of strangers turn acquaintance turn frens now in a few wks.

do not try readin in bewteen the lines cos i dun mean i dislike my og or wadeva. this is simply a issue bout me and new ppl i meet in general. it's juz me.
my og consist of a bunch of really enthu ladies and gentlemen, loves organisin gatherings every now and then cos they juz dun get sick of seein each other. haha.. no, i dun mean it in a sarcastic way. perhaps cos sch term hasnt actually set in therefore they're pretty much unoccupied. it's nt a bad thing. we're makin an effort to stay together alr!

i duno.. like wad ive said earlier, i haven exactly sink into their circle of laughter and retardedness as much as i'll like to. haha.. (circle of laughter and retardedness. lame huh) well tt's wad i alwiz thought frens shd be. since bcos ive haven really got ard to knowin them and vice versa, there's act nth much to bring up. -shrugs- in general, they r nice pp, fun to play with. but wad im lookin fer are aso ppl who'll be there when i need them. am i askin too much? perhaps it has smth to do w the high frequency of my emotions gettin the better of me.