we're nth.
felt just like part of my family these weeks/ mths. wadeva it was, we ate slept dressed studied in this same room. friendship grows fonder i wld have thought. nobody cld understand my temper more than i do obviously. sometimes it gets beyond other's anticipation and i apologised. sometimes i wld sae u dun understand me. and i waited for your apologies but none came, so be it.
and when u thought this was trivial, and life carries on.. u realised this supposed 'family member' of yours becomin distant. history repeats and i was stunned. upset. disappointed. once again i slammed my room's door shut behind me, seconds after i stepped in. where to next? i duno..
once again un-welcomed to your room - your escapism to nothingness from a fucked up dae out in that fucked up world of pretence. how else to react? smile politely and stepped out graciously? that would be nice huhs. secrets.. whisperings... coming from a friend i thought was family. overwhelmed with insecurity.
Ohana... if u had watched lilo and stitch.
suddenly it dawned on me... oh.. we're just friends.
and when u thought this was trivial, and life carries on.. u realised this supposed 'family member' of yours becomin distant. history repeats and i was stunned. upset. disappointed. once again i slammed my room's door shut behind me, seconds after i stepped in. where to next? i duno..
once again un-welcomed to your room - your escapism to nothingness from a fucked up dae out in that fucked up world of pretence. how else to react? smile politely and stepped out graciously? that would be nice huhs. secrets.. whisperings... coming from a friend i thought was family. overwhelmed with insecurity.
Ohana... if u had watched lilo and stitch.
suddenly it dawned on me... oh.. we're just friends.
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