braces.
i need to get myself, my mind and my heart to start thinkin straight! straight ahead, how i wan my future to be. and the 1st thing ive got to get right is of cos my studies. cant fail myself. cant let tt happen. the last thing i'd wan is to screw up my papers cos i cant get my emotions right, cant handle a little insecurity, cant see wad is more impt.
she HAS to be OUT of my mind. u noe i cant do anything w u near me at all. my everything screams out how much i wish u cld be here. i cant fig out where tt lil' mighty energy come frm tt cld stop my feelings frm spilling. and im proud of tt lil' energy somewhere.
i cant let my goals and aims in life be foiled by my own weaknesses. especially when u dun even have the slightest idea how im feelin. it's unfair. and i dun intend to blame myself.
im stating my directions clearly now. 1 and only thing on my agenda for now. ACE my papers. all emotions except happiness to be thrown out of the window. dun be a pathetic soul. this is ur life and no one's.
she HAS to be OUT of my mind. u noe i cant do anything w u near me at all. my everything screams out how much i wish u cld be here. i cant fig out where tt lil' mighty energy come frm tt cld stop my feelings frm spilling. and im proud of tt lil' energy somewhere.
i cant let my goals and aims in life be foiled by my own weaknesses. especially when u dun even have the slightest idea how im feelin. it's unfair. and i dun intend to blame myself.
im stating my directions clearly now. 1 and only thing on my agenda for now. ACE my papers. all emotions except happiness to be thrown out of the window. dun be a pathetic soul. this is ur life and no one's.
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