i choose to sae.. im sorry. r u walkin away?
it's silly really. the things i do to make pp upset disappointed and spoils everything. to hell with me.
1st is all the booze. i love to be there but y do i choose to overdo it. makes everyone ard me disappointed. the stupid things i do or say.. i shd ctrl and bottle up everything. really. at least than i noe you stay. wth. jae said pp are who they really are when they drink.they sae wad they really wan to sae. there's no excuse to do the things you do when u're drunk. no she wasnt scolding me, she was tellin me. how true is this.. u shd noe. even in hall i do the stupidest things. even after i promise u tt i wun drink...
and there's the period when everything was overloading. thankew sadaf.. i noe how much u tolerated and how much u tried to help. thanks roomie.. sorry fer the times i snapped at you and you. the frowns and pissed attitude. noe u had more stuff, and may be even more stressed than me. yar. no reasons fer me to blow my top off, vent my stress and anger at everyone of u all.
and now when everything's supposed to be over, thinking that things will be adjusted back to wad it used to be.. i duno if i thought wrong. or am i just being the overly-sensitive self. i dun feel ur presence anymore..
and just 20mins ago.. i chose not to play st. soccer. a chance fer me to brush up my skills but i refused. no.. not projects not work.. it's just..
see. the things i do to make you upset and eventually myself too. i cld easily be the dumbest person ard here.
maybe it happens all the time like: i think im going to get bored of XXX. y? it happens all the time afetr a while..
who am i.
1st is all the booze. i love to be there but y do i choose to overdo it. makes everyone ard me disappointed. the stupid things i do or say.. i shd ctrl and bottle up everything. really. at least than i noe you stay. wth. jae said pp are who they really are when they drink.they sae wad they really wan to sae. there's no excuse to do the things you do when u're drunk. no she wasnt scolding me, she was tellin me. how true is this.. u shd noe. even in hall i do the stupidest things. even after i promise u tt i wun drink...
and there's the period when everything was overloading. thankew sadaf.. i noe how much u tolerated and how much u tried to help. thanks roomie.. sorry fer the times i snapped at you and you. the frowns and pissed attitude. noe u had more stuff, and may be even more stressed than me. yar. no reasons fer me to blow my top off, vent my stress and anger at everyone of u all.
and now when everything's supposed to be over, thinking that things will be adjusted back to wad it used to be.. i duno if i thought wrong. or am i just being the overly-sensitive self. i dun feel ur presence anymore..
and just 20mins ago.. i chose not to play st. soccer. a chance fer me to brush up my skills but i refused. no.. not projects not work.. it's just..
see. the things i do to make you upset and eventually myself too. i cld easily be the dumbest person ard here.
maybe it happens all the time like: i think im going to get bored of XXX. y? it happens all the time afetr a while..
who am i.